Clarissa - What have I done wrong?

Morndas:
It's been a very long time since the last time I wrote anything in this journal of mine. I've only been aitting in my house in Bruma, drinking. Yes, you heard right. DRINKING! I am just so confused! I mean.. Why me? Why are they visiting me? I never done anything to deserve this! I never killed anybody or anything. And then when I go to sleep I have bearly fallen asleep and this black robed guy wakes me up saying ''You sleep rather peacefully for a murderer.'' and I'm like.. ''GASP! Who.. who are you?'' and then he tells me about this guy called Rufio, and if I kill him, then I will have the opportunity to join a rather unique family called The Dark Brotherhood. And he tells me all about this ''family'' and then all I could say was ''I'm no murderer.'' short and easy. I may be a animal killer, but I NEVER kill people. Exept for bandits but they dont count in do they? And he was accually pretty upset about it, and said to me that I should accept this token of his called the Blade of Woe. And to be completely honest, I have used it, but not to kill Rufio. Rufio is asleep in his hotelroom at the Inn of Ill Omen. I will not touch him. I will leave him alone. Even though this means I will never be visted by this invisibleness guy again.

Tirdas:
I have done some research and I have located the entrance to the so called Dark Brotherhood. The entrance is in the city of Cheydinhal and it's pretty easy to find. Just proceed into the abandoned house and enter the basement. Then locate the old door with a skeleton head on and a voice will ask you: ''What is the colour of night?'' and I couldn't do anything but walk away.

Middas:
I have made my decition, and even how exiting the Dark Brotherhood would be, I will not join. I play at the good team. I am a member of the Blades, The champion of Cyrodiil, I am in the Fighters Guild and I have even joined the arena to become the Grand Champion. There is plenty of other people that would have killed (yes I know it's a silly example) to join the Dark Brotherhood. So I will gladly give them my opportunity.

- Clarissa,

                The wood elf.